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Last Week’s MM: Booktrack and Halfway Home
Okay, so this post might be a bit narcissistic.
But, yesterday was my birthday. I turned the big 3-0. Never again will I be in my twenties. More and more lately, I’ve been thinking about the future. Which is frustrating, because I see this amazing life that I want, and just have no idea how to get it. I’m trying the best that I can, but progress is slow, and I’m impatient. There are a few things I know for certain that I want, and others I’ve just got no idea. Also, it’s difficult for me to express my feelings due to the anxiety. But, now I’m just complaining and may end up depressing myself, so I’ll move on. Continue reading